tbhhh... I have not wanted to do shit all month.. I have like 4 billion photos from this month, and I haven't posted literally any of them. erm..  1 August 3 August a girl on twt drew me :D!!!! 4 August 6 August 8 August 9 August my 1 hime look of the month 😭😭 11 August I felt like I was giving Tyra Banks the whole day, so I had my mom take my picture on the digital camera when I got home.... mane..   I wore the same outfit the next day, but tryna do it more ageha style..uh.. I haven't downloaded any of my pictures off the digi camera, and those ones actually look ok. but I am not sharing my phone pics, shit looks so ass.. 15 August 17 August I finally own 1 of my dream prints in one of my most ideal cuts :D I've wanted this print since I first saw it, so I'm very happy to finally have it :-3!! 20 August 22 August 24 August 26 August I must say...while this look is a little basic, a little boring, it is without a doubt one of my favorites I've done :-3 29 August

 hi family :-3, all Alexia and I have been talking about this last month is sonny angels, we're obsessed.. she texted me a pic of her collection last week, and then sent me a pic of her newest ones a few days ago; she got one of the secret ones from the Town Musicians series :0, I'm so jealous 😭😭!! Alexia's collection :0  but the last time I went to the kpop store, when I was paying I noticed they had sonny angels on their shelf in the corner, so I went today to see if they had any since Shanghai Plaza had been sold out.   I got a nyew (G)IDLE album, and they had a lot of collections, yay :D!! the guy said they're shipment just came in and they were gonna announce it on insta later today, so I stopped by at the perfect time :-3... I was only allowed 2 tho.  my collection :-3 the daisy lion is one of my nyew ones.. he's cutesy 😺 my other new one 😒  I hate the ones without ears, I think he's ugly 😿. I'm gonna give him to Alexia tomorrow at work :-3.. 

 As of today, it has been 2 years I've been dressing in gal :-3.. quite exciting methinks :-3!  For this momentous occasion I thought it would be exciting to go take pictures in a photobooth and do my nails. I knew that there was a photobooth in Shanghai Plaza, but it turns out it's the lame type where you can't even draw on your pictures, so I had to do that at home like a poor person 😿😿💔💔💔. sad!  That's fine tho, cus then I can add my own stickers and stamps and whatever. What actually sucked, is that their curtain was tiny and you couldn't zoom in, so even when I cropped each pic, you could still see the people in the back; like wtf?? awful! lowkey it's feels like I wasted 10 beautiful dollars.  my at-home decorated purikura 😺  Anyways :-3... I haven't done any hand-painting in Actually a year 💔. I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do for my nails concept-wise, but I also haven't been wanting to do any gel polish either since it's such a

 Having an awful mental anguish filled month. I have not had friends in 5 years. I feel like I shouldn't even count being friends with Leo, he always cancelled on me whenever I'd already made my family aware of my plans. It was so embarrassing having to say time after time that he had something come up last minute. It made me feel like such a loser, and after enough times it made it look like I'd fabricated the entire thing, like he didn't actually exist.   I don't understand why this is a constant in my life. Am I that awful to be around? I don't know what else it could be.  All throughout school, no one ever talked to me over the summer, or on breaks, or on the weekends. No one would ever message me if I didn't show up to class. Yet, people would always call out to me at school, or usher me in to join their conversation. I knew everyone, I talked to everyone, everyday. But outside of this one setting, why did they not care. Why I am I forgotten so quickly.

 Hi family, one of my friends on twt, Nay, found Mai-tan's ameblo blog and linked it on there, so I went through and screenshotted lots of her pictures cus she's so kyute 😺💖  Mai-tan's Blog 💖 I think this pic is so cutesy