I was talking with Citrus a bit earlier... about how I'm lonely, and like.. I want to date, but it's getting to be very draining to keep going outside even without that intention; how so many people are just creepy.. it makes it hard to talk to people at all after a while.  Like, it feels like people around me in the places I frequent, know I talk to them, but also like they only see me for my looks.. I want to explain this better :/  I'm realizing most people won't even make polite conversation with people they think are ugly; like they see ugly people as subhuman or something. I'd never really taken notice of that before a few days ago, how other people will talk to cashiers or employees that aren't "pretty". I think of myself as having only basic conversational skills and basic manners, but apparently that's more than the majority of people.   Often when I go out, and I'm talking to the same cashiers, or the same workers, they'll tell m

 good evening family :-3, tomorrow is my lucky day ✨ December will also have a Friday the 13th since September and Decembers dates fall on the same day.   I wanted to go to Shanghai Plaza today since earlier this week, I'd shown Alexia my nyew panda for my car, and she gave me the brilliant genius idea of getting a sonny angel hipper to put on my rearview mirror. I was like, omfg.... that's genius. I wasn't sure if any of the shops would have any, but it's not like it hurts to look.   Cutie Design didn't have a single got damn sonny angel. Awful! So then I went upstairs to the Kumaco to see if they'd have anything cutesy.. I got 1 sonny angel from the animal series and another Emma blind box from the same series as last time.  he's a little horse :-3! I think the card for this one is way cool, but I think the actual figure is kinda lame :/ idk about it yet  Then I went to the kpop store on the other upstairs patio and got another NewJeans keychain :-3. I loo

 hi family :-3 I had my hair appointment today, it was originally on the 25th but I was busy playing so I rescheduled :-3..   Anyways, there's a Tokyo Store in the same plaza as my hair salon, so after my appointment I went to see if they had anything good.  They had a little bin with bootleg NewJeans pins :D, I debated getting all 5, but I only got Minji and Haerin.   They also had another mochi cat in a color I don't have :D!! I have 5 cats now, 1 rabbit, and 1 otter. I loooooove the mochi cats :-3..  I used to not sleep with any animals, but since getting my first cat like 6 years ago, I can't sleep without one 😓..  Then I found a kyute little panda 😺 There were a few different sizes, but I wanted the one I could stick to my car windshield :-3..  I like that he has leaves in his mouth :-3)  That's all the toys I got today, I thought about going and seeing if I could find more sonny angels, but there's a MA*RS set I wanna buy, and I spent 44$ today so I'm no

 hi family :-3.. went down to ze strip with mother today to look for sandals at the ross and tjmaxx that are together by the m&m store. the parking garage there is a mess 😭😭; you really take for granted how good and easy the Bellagio garage is until you have to park literally Anywhere Else.   Anyways :-3.... to get to the stores you have to go across this little bridge and then through the whole m&m store :-3. I got a pin of the red and yellow one to put on my purse :-3. sauur kyute.. they join my bunnies & liccas in toys on my purse :-3  There were big figures of all the m&ms throughout the store on the different levels. I found one of the cheap Fujifilm cameras in my room the other day, so I put it in my purse, and had my mom take my picture with the m&ms today ww. I also had her take some of them on my phone too. I realized after we'd left that I forgot to have her take my picture with the purple one we saw on my phone, so I'll just have to wait until I