Hi family, I wasn't really feeling any of it today. I did my laundry earlier, 2nd wash on that bra, and the smell is STILL strong af. So now it's time to move onto soaking it in vinegar. We'll see how that goes.  I did my makeup and everything, and I wanted to try on that set to really decide what I want to do with it, but I wasn't feeling any of it today. I took my pictures and the shirt was irritating me so bad, so I changed my wigs and my shirt, but I still felt off wearing that, so I just took everything off and left my makeup on. I definitely don't want the top now, cus even just for pictures I had to pull it down more than 10 times.  I should probably stop saying I don't want certain pieces on my blog and then linking my blogs cus I've had a few people I don't know at all message me asking for me to sell to them. We don't even know each other 😭! I'm not giving you my clothes 😭!  I haven't even downloaded today's pics off my came

 Just had my appointment with my psychologist. She's upped the dosage on my mood stabilizer and I have to take it at night now. She also wants me to take my adhd med only on the days I work now too. I'm really worried I won't remember to take my mood stabilizer, cause I've been taking them both together every morning, and I've been consistent with it for about a month now. And it took around 3 months to get to that point :(.  I also can't really get her to understand that feeling 'nothing' is better than how "energized" I've felt the last month, and better than when I was angry all the time. Cause feeling nothing, I don't have to experience either, I can just go about my day.  I ended up crying during the appointment cause I don't know how to explain that to someone. She'd asked if the mood stabilizer was working, and I said I didn't know, I thought so cause I wasn't mad anymore, but that it was still worse than feeling

 Hi family, I was bored today since I can't leave my house right now :(. I needed to do my laundry and take pics of my clothes to upload online, so I did that before I did my makeup.   Today I wanted to do a similar, more girly version of what I did on Sunday, so it'd look more 2006 Ageha as opposed to looking like 2004 egg.   I wore my black JD dress today. I was thinking about selling it. I don't think I will now.. I need to go through everything I own and list what I'm willing to part with. I only have 2.5k and the other Rondo is around 5.5k :(. I'll take any money I can get at this point. It's shockingly motivating in not spending money.   Anyways, I like how todays co*de turned out. I wore simple shoes, but I wore more detailed tights in hopes of matching the dress. I also wore a big pink rose in my hair today. I don't have any that are the same color as the roses on my dress, but this one is pretty close.  せるふぃー today's 2nd fav 😺 this one is my fa

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