Just had my appointment with my psychologist. She's upped the dosage on my mood stabilizer and I have to take it at night now. She also wants me to take my adhd med only on the days I work now too. I'm really worried I won't remember to take my mood stabilizer, cause I've been taking them both together every morning, and I've been consistent with it for about a month now. And it took around 3 months to get to that point :(. I also can't really get her to understand that feeling 'nothing' is better than how "energized" I've felt the last month, and better than when I was angry all the time. Cause feeling nothing, I don't have to experience either, I can just go about my day. I ended up crying during the appointment cause I don't know how to explain that to someone. She'd asked if the mood stabilizer was working, and I said I didn't know, I thought so cause I wasn't mad anymore, but that it was still worse than feeling