I don't talk about the music I listen to on here since no one I know likes or listens to any of the stuff I do. Kinda the same thing on twitter, but I think it's easier to talk about an album I listened to on there. But this isn't about that.  Been listening to The Beach Boys lately. I hadn't ever really listened to any of their music, but Brian Wilson died recently, and he wrote and composed most of their songs, so a lot of people on twitter were talking about the effect his music had made on their lives and how they interacted with music as a result. Most everyone agreed that listening to Pet Sounds is one of the best things you can do with your time, so I listened to it that night and was already in tears by the second song.   There's 2 instrumental tracks, 6 & 12, I liked 6 the most, Let's Go Away For Awhile. I also like that at the end of the last song, Caroline, No, he put in dogs barking and the sounds of a train passing through. I also like that in ...

 hi family. haven't written cus I haven't felt up to it. I've gotten a few dresses over the month.   The first one I got on sale at dillards in February. I've wanted a long dress like the ones in volume 4 Ageha. Like AyuRina and Erisa (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠).. The hook and eye on this one was broken. I also needed the front just altered in some way.  But, this dress is like, the perfect Ageha dress in my mind (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠).. and it's purple. I don't have anything purple because no store sells anything in the right shade for me. I finally had it taken to a lady and had 2 buttons added. I decided to wear it this last week. The thing now tho... the top button pops open anytime I take a full breath.... yo... the first button still covers enough, but I was worried my right boob was gonna be on display. irritating..   I enjoy looking at Versace dresses listed on depop every so often.. and I saw one that.. well, 2. that was a collab with H&M. anyways...

 so many touys this week!! hm.. maybe I should just post all the toys over the month... I'll do that instead (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠). monthly toy recap lolol...  May 12th (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠).. I went to the kpop cafe that I got my Get Up Haerin toy at; they haven't had any of the other NewJeans toys there since 😿, but they have other NewJeans stuff. I got Haerin's pins from that same EP and a milkshake :-3. I'm straight up addicted to getting a strawberry milkshake.   I already have the pins on my purse, but I feel like I need to move my pins on the sides around so I can fit more stuff... the circle ones were hard to get on tho, so I need to ask my mom to move them for me 😭😭!! wimpy...  Then I went to the kpop store at the outlet mall on Las Vegas boulevard.. they've had these bunnies holding hearts there before, but I finally got one.  I was debating between Hyein's and Hanni's.. Hyein's is blue, so I thought it was cuter, but I like Hanni more (⁠◡⁠...

 Had a stalker for over a year. Only really came out in full around the 9th. Julie had warned me about her near the end of this last year, saying she was obsessed with me and that I should keep an eye out for her since it sounded more like a stalker kind of obsession as opposed to the ones I have for my own friends. Honestly, I think the only reason I managed to not be so freaked out by this girl is because of how Julie'd originally described her to me; as being seemingly infatuated with me, and that she would ask people about me; so I wasn't really 'put off' by her in the way that (after having seen how much she'd said) I honestly should have been. I think if I hadn't been told this last year, that seeing those messages 2 days before doing anything about it publicly would've been more difficult.   To be honest, I didn't find sharing all of it difficult at all, instead I found it incredibly irritating. I had originally posted what I'd said to her in...

 hi family.. the 15th is my mom's birthday. I've had no money, so I didn't get her anything this year  (⁠´◡ ω⁠ ◡⁠`⁠；⁠) 。。。the 15th is also Haerin's birthday :-3..   Since my mom and Haerin share a birthday, I made her take a picture holding my Haerin toys (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)..   I also made a Haerin collage :-3.. I went to the photobooth after getting my car back from the shop cus I wanted to print it out :-3.  My mom and Andrew didn't understand anything about the collage...*siiigh!!!* they were like, "Why does it say that, what does that mean.." and "What's with the chimp balloon" like, it's pretty straightforward, what are you not getting? whatever (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠).. the tiger does not concern himself with his family (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)... the tiger focuses on Haerin arts and crafts (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)...! 

 hi family (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠).. no posts or nothing this month cus my life sucks... had a stalker, still no job, car wasn't running for 2 weeks and cost 4k to repair, might legitimately move in with Ram because of my dad.  Anyways, at the very beginning of the month, I'd come across this really awesome accessory and nail brand on tiktok by a girl in Japan :D!! She doesn't have herself posted, so idk if she's another gal making gyaru accessories and art like Motti and Mäh, or if she just does it for fun,.. but all of her designs are SOO cutieful!! I'll link her insta below (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠). She has the different platforms she sells through linked in her insta bio :-3.  R♡SY X KEY insta 💖  I only bought 2 items, but I was able to get the hair accessory I really really wanted :D! Each of her pieces is like, custom made, so it's like, one at a time; if she has it, she has it, if it's sold, you're out of luck.   The prices for each piece is inexpens...

 hello family (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠) busy month, busy month (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠).. I can't remember much of this month other than spring break, I don't think I dressed up for anything else before hand cus I was trying to wash all my clothes at the same time 🤔. I also haven't really dressed up since getting back cus I'm trying to get all my pictures in order LOLOL!! 5 April 10 April 14 April 16 April 17 April closest we got to a makeup pic... well, that isn't way too close to my face lolol 18 April this one is my fav (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠) this was the only day I actually took pics of my makeup before leaving LOLOL!!! 19 April this is my favorite picture from the whole day :-3 you can see my makeup more clearly on my phone pictures, but I only have a few.. everything else was pretty much on mine and Sarina's digi cams :-3 28 April I took a few more that were like this one on my digi cam (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠) I think this one was best tho 29 April finally got my Tiara shirt b...