Pet Sounds

 I don't talk about the music I listen to on here since no one I know likes or listens to any of the stuff I do. Kinda the same thing on twitter, but I think it's easier to talk about an album I listened to on there. But this isn't about that.

 Been listening to The Beach Boys lately. I hadn't ever really listened to any of their music, but Brian Wilson died recently, and he wrote and composed most of their songs, so a lot of people on twitter were talking about the effect his music had made on their lives and how they interacted with music as a result. Most everyone agreed that listening to Pet Sounds is one of the best things you can do with your time, so I listened to it that night and was already in tears by the second song. 

 There's 2 instrumental tracks, 6 & 12, I liked 6 the most, Let's Go Away For Awhile. I also like that at the end of the last song, Caroline, No, he put in dogs barking and the sounds of a train passing through. I also like that in the songs there's sounds like horses walking and things like that. I don't think most people would like that, but I do. 

 I really liked the album, but at the same time it's really depressing. This guy 60 years ago felt the exact same way I do right now, which is kinda nice but at the same time. Does time change nothing? Am I going to feel this way forever? Is there nothing that can be done about it? If he felt that way over half a century ago and I feel this way now, does it ever end? 

 I want to keep listening to the album over and over again but I feel like if I keep that up over the next week I'm just gonna kill myself so I should go back to S#arp-maxing. Jihye..... save me.. save me Jihye....