Hi family, had a normal day today. Every day I don't take my mood stabilizer manages to be the worst day of my life. I'm kinda mad that it works; I'm even more mad that I have to take it in order to behave and think somewhat normal. :/ hm.  For my outfit today, I was unsure what I wanted to do. I'm kinda bored of my hair. I bought a couple extensions and another half-wig 😶... But I'm waiting for a few more items to arrive at the warehouse before I pay for shipping. So I didn't know what hair I wanted to do, which made choosing an outfit hard ⁠(-⁠ᄒ⁠ᴥ⁠ᄒ⁠-)...  I ended up going with one of my first MA*RS pieces :0. I haven't worn this dress in almost a year since my mom added a layer to it for winter :-3. I ended up pinning the front up so it'd be its original length and you'd be able to see the tops of my thigh highs. I also thought it'd be good to wear this dress again after having bought the bra that matches the dress style. I think it worked...

  Hi family, had my hair appointment yesterday. Afterwards we went to the Tokyo World store in the same shopping center. I got a Kuromi I'd seen last time; last time there was a matching MyMelo, they were both so cute :0..  アイドルクロミちゃん outfit pics  I could not stand my outfit today. I hated everything about it. I felt disgusting every time I tried taking a picture, I wanted to throw my phone at the wall. I thought I looked fine in the mirror and every picture I took made me sick to look at.  I'm getting rid of that shirt and every other one I own like that, I think they make me look disgusting. I feel like I looked like I was 85 percent leg and 15 percent head. I hate shirts like this, they completely remove my waist making me look like I really am all leg. It looks awful.  I'm disgusted with how I look today. I did not want to post any of the front camera pictures I took, they all looked awful. I deleted them all from my phone after posting. I'll probably archiv...

   Hi family, I wanted to do an agejo look originally, but I had some errands to run and didn't feel like wearing any MA*RS. So I did more of a tsuyome style look today instead (but still with a pink lip :-3 ). fav pic today 😺  I wore big gold platform wedges today, but I felt like the full body pics I took looked weird 😖 yuck  Oh! Charm featured me on her most recent blog post :-3!! lemme link it :-3 Brand Beginnings ✨  You guys should totally give her blog a read; plus hers is like, SUPER cute and put together, it looks seriously badass.   We went to Miniso again and got more blind boxes; I got all new ones this time :D!! I got 5 boxes this time.  I got 2 of this one again 😺 (it's my fav set) 1 Divination Kuromi  and 1 of this ultra cute MyMelo 😺💕 my first Rose & Earl box was the secret Kuromi!! hers is, 'Black Magic' my 2nd R&E was 'Carola' Kuromi, so cute :D!! of the Divination set, I got 'Inspiration Tea' these Melo's don't ...