thoughts 10/30
 I got hired for a seasonal job this last week after no one getting back to me for 9 months.. my parents, my nail lady, and my friends are all very happy even if it is only part time. I had to go to the training yesterday, but I had an appointment with this therapist I've been been seeing a couple hours before that. I kind of hate her. I don't think I want to see her again.   She no-showed me last week and I told her this week that that really pissed me off. I also told her I had finally gotten a job and I had the training that day. Going to heavily paraphrase, but we mainly ended up talking about doing nails as a career, since she was staring at my nails the entire duration of the appointment. I didn't want to talk about nails since I thought the other things I had this week were more important. She asked why I don't do that if I went to school for it. My main thing is still that I don't want to waste Lilly's time. I know what it takes, even to start, like work...
 
 
 
