thoughts。。

 I know I've said it before on here from before or just after I'd started working with Jessica, but it sucks that I have to always be doing something otherwise my body gives out on me. 

 It's not fair 😭😭😭!!! I don't want to have to always have to be moving or working out or just doing physical activity at a level most people can't do multiple days in a row. and I literally have to. 

 My ribs and my legs and my arms are all starting to hurt again, and I spend most of the day exhausted. I don't know what to do about any of it.