it's that time of the month again family.... not period yet, but monthly recap... almost worse! This time I remembered the day of at least (-⁠ᄒ⁠ᴥ⁠ᄒ⁠-).. still. I haven't been in the mood to write at all. I haven't been in the mood to be dressed.*sigh*!! I honestly don't even remember what I wore this month. I don't think I've done my laundry once.. oh well. like last month, there's quite a few days I didn't upload to the gram in any way, so there'll be some spamming (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)... forgive me 1 February 🐍🎊 phone camera makeup close-up lolol yay yay yippee :-3!!!!! 6 February 9 February fav pic of the month perhaps.. 11 February closest we got to a full body pic.. 13 February fav pic was inspired by Gehako's makeup... I feel like it gives reiwa (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠) 14 February this might be the worst fit pic I've ever taken. what happened 15 February oh yeah... dogman!!! I wore my hair up the whole day cus I thought it looked really bad when it w...

 Got let go from my job earlier today. With her new baby and fees from lawyers, Jessica can't afford to keep paying me and Alexia.   I know I should talk to Lilly about studying under her and taking on clients. I don't know when would be best to do that tho. I don't like doing stuff over the phone.   I just want to go to bed :⁠-⁠(

 I hate to say anywhere that I don't have friends because I really do consider the people I know online to be my friends and they're very important to me. At the same time, I feel like most all of it is.. surface level. And I don't think that's a bad thing, but it's literally all I have. Offline, in real life, I don't have friends. None of it transfers over.  I had this issue in school before I'd moved, where we're friends in school, but I never talked to or hung out with anyone outside of it. I've never texted anyone outside of like, instagram, I've never been to a party, I never hung out with anyone over breaks or on weekends. I think after moving in the middle of the year, my ability in talking to people in my own classes and things in general got worse; in high school, in some of my classes I'd know and talk to everyone and then the next period I wouldn't know anyone and wouldn't talk the whole hour. I also spent about half of eac...

 hii family, my original nail appointment was supposed to be on Tuesday, but we had to reschedule it to Friday instead. I had my new years set on for 5 whole weeks. omg... it felt like I'd had them on forever, but even still, I feel like that wasn't enough time lol! I'd stare at my nails literally every single day cus I thought they were so cute (⁠ᵔ⁠ᴥ⁠ᵔ⁠)..   For this set, I wanted something well suited to February. I couldn't find the picture I'd originally had in mind, so I had to kind of improvise (-⁠ᄒ⁠ᴥ⁠ᄒ⁠-).. and I had to send more pics to get the same idea as a result. Lilly doesn't like to copy other people's work too, so she won't ever do it exactly like the picture. I think that's good tho, cus then even if the elements and ideas are the same, it's still unique to me.  I tried something really different this time (-⁠ᄒ⁠ᴥ⁠ᄒ⁠-)! hanni 🦦 detail pic 🩷  I know the neapolitan color-way and correlating super girly stuff is super popular and tr...

 hiii family :-3, this year I invited Sarina to come play around town for new years :-3!  The original plan was to go to Shanghai Plaza first cus the photobooth is there and then the Bellagio, but I wanted to go to Chinatown Plaza just across the street first to see if we could find any fans to have in our pictures. Dude..., when we pulled up, there was like, a whole big ass event stage getting set up and a swap meet for new years in their parking lot :0..!!! We actually ended up having to park on the back street in Sh. Plaza and walking over lolol. But having to walk, we're far enough away that you can get a good picture with the Chinatowns big gate in the background :D..! isn't this one super cool... :-3  And once we were across the street, I didn't even realize they had a fancy sign (since I'm never coming from that direction lolol!!), so we took pics in front of it too :-3!   Before we went in to the mall, I wanted pictures with the fu dog out front and a la...