October Recap 🧡 (PIC HEAVY!!)

 hi family... I did like. no hime looks this month. I've been too sad for hime, but after seeing Aira on twitter all this week, I want to do it this weekend at least. 

 I've been very into the Victoria's Secret model makeup this month, and I've been into the Russian girls these last couple weeks. I've also been trying to take more pictures, and better pictures, so I've got lots to share today. sorry family 😔🙏

1 October

3 October

5 October

6 October

109 💗

also!!! my friend Tate drew my 109 day look :0!!! I'm so happy 😭🙏❤️

12 October

13 October

19 October

I tried the VS makeup this day and took TONS of pictures. and I gotta be real with you family.. these are easily some of my most favorite pictures I have of myself. I think this is the prettiest I've ever looked.

20 October

24 October

25 October

this was another favorite of the month even with simple outfit, hair, and makeup. I don't ever wear my hair back like this, so I was kind of nervous I guess.

26 October

nyew jewelry 😸

27 October

I think this pic is better than the one at the makeup counter....suuucks

I'm also happy with this look. This dress is from Hange, and after talking with Julie lots this month, it's made me want more fur pieces, and she helped me finalize this outfit 😸.

My mom took a few really good pictures of me on the red camera while at the mall :-3.

29 October

I tried taking pictures like the Russian girls ↓ it didn't turn out too good I don't think, but still..

this roomwear set is also from Hange 🙏💗, it's Black Queen and has really pretty gold details on the back 😸

今日😸⭐

I tried taking pictures like Miyoki, I think it turned out ok, but still (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）...

I took LOTS of pictures today since I got new jeans :-3!

outfit detail pic 😸

pic at the store today 😸

 At the end of November, one of my friends is coming to visit and we're gonna wear coordinating outfits. I'm kind of excited, but I'm also nervous cus I haven't had anyone come over to my house since moving, plus I need to start saving a few hundo~ so I can pay for stuff.. nervous (-⁠ᄒ⁠ᴥ⁠ᄒ⁠-)

 As far as how I want to look... I don't know. I'm kind of tired of looking normal. I realize when I go out, that how I've looked this month isn't 'normal', but with how I see myself it is lol. It's starting to get colder, but it's also getting windy :(. I've been feeling left out even just seeing Aira's posts lol, I want to look like her. I feel like when I do hime/agejo, I don't ever look how I want to. I feel like I never do enough, like every part of my coordination, hair set, and makeup isn't enough. So.. I don't know. We'll see how it goes..