hi family :-3.. was very bored 💔💔💔. I'd seen a makeup artist on insta the other night that did a really beautiful 'nite out' type of makeup look. I liked it a lot and wanted to try and recreate it. Her makeup was much more... purple, I used brown since purple eyeshadow makes me look sick 😿💔. Mine doesn't look nearly the same, but I think it still looked ok.   My dad had his many boyfriends over so I wanted to go out and play around, but I don't have any money 😿💔, but mother gave me 100 doubloons :D!!! yay!!!   When I was on Twitter the other day I'd seen a girl with a Bratz doll that looked like Hyein, and she had it displayed with her Hyein versions. I was like, :0... gave me the insane person idea of collecting dolls that resemble each member. so uh,... I went to Walmart and was able to find a doll that I think resembles Minji pretty well :-3. New problem however: they straight up like, do not sell Barbie clothes in stores anymore?? When I still played...

 whaddurp family 😺. haven't felt motivated to write any blog posts this month despite many outings and 'different' looks.  1 June 2 June 4 June 6 June had my rheumatology appointment this day & got lunch after. I looked normal as hell, why did the other people my age in canes laugh at me when I was in there 😭😭?? 8 June 9 June 11 June more NewJeans 😔... 13 June 15 June 19 June nyew hair set 😺 20 June 22 June bao :-3) 25 June 27 June sweated my booty cheeks off, fuuuck my chungus life 29 June thank you Russian woman at the Bellagio; took the best 4 pics of me that have ever been taken in my life. I'll remember her forever 🙏 ice cream :-3) ✌️😇🩵🩵 tried new makeup. idk how I feel about it. it's way darker than any of the other stuff I regularly do. hm :-3...  this month, like December, I've been more concerned with trying to look like 90s and 2000s models. methinks my attempts have been successful, but it also sucks for my socials and whatever. idk. I wa...