I have a lot I want to say and none of it is beneficial to anyone or really does anything, but I like typing everything out to complain because then it isn't just sitting in my head and I have to keep thinking it over and over.  I think it's wrong to hold a grudge or to be genuinely mad over things that upset me, but I can't seem to... I don't know. eliminate(?) this way of thinking and feeling about things. I'm mad no one got me anything on my birthday and I'm mad no one in my family or my friends who I bought things for, got me anything for Christmas. I don't think it's in the spirit of the holidays for me to feel like that, and frankly I would buy everyone things again next year solely because it's fun to do and I like thinking about other people. but uhm- I'm also self-centered and immature. why no presents for me? I want gifts and cards too. Like. I didn't buy people things with the thought process of, I bought you something so now you...

 hello family~ Leo and I have learned now to try and get out earlier in the afternoon so that everything isn't closed either before we eat or by the time we're done eating. So we went out at 3:30 today and it worked much better.   We went to the Chinatown Mall first since I need to plan my outfit for new years. It's year of the horse so I have certain colors in mind. I got 2 dresses, one for this year and one for next year. Next year is year of the goat (meeee (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)...), I feel like that should be a green dress, but that isn't what I got. I'll share next year's dress, but not this year's; that's a surprise :-3! I'm mad asf that Julie is right about this color, but it does look great  I buy most of my everyday jewelry at the shop upstairs, and I got quite a few nyew things.. lemme share :-3. to match my New Year's stuff I'd look at this set every time I'd come for 2 years, but never bought it. Finally mine 😋  Once we were done up...

 On Friday I went and got dinner with Leo 😸. We ended up going out kinda late, around 7:30, and no joke, we were at the restaurant for over 2 hours 😭😭! It was nice to talk for a grillion years about music, and hanging out with Jade, and my twitter feed heheheh, and to finally discuss Justin with someone else.  We went to Outback cus the location by us is really good and they've got a large variety of drinks 😋🎈. We both got their limited animal themed drink first.  nails shot pics~  For round 2~ there were two drinks I thought sounded good, and lucky for me Leo isn't picky at all so I ordered both (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠); the blueberry desert pear and the strawberry mojito. I originally wanted the mojito, but tbh they were both strong asf, and that one was strongest. Had to switch 😔 #wimpy #driver.  The other drink was crazy delicious tho so I can't complain. And omfg.. I finished around half of my drink before we left, and Leo pounded the rest of it in 10 ...

 hiii family~ our main objectives for the evening were to use the newer photobooth (since it wasn't put in last time Jade was in town), take lots of epic pics, and try my beloved kiwi drink :-3..   After we decided on coats, but before we left, my mom took a few pictures of us :-3 hehehe.  We took our photobooth pictures first so we wouldn't have to fix our makeup after eating, but also cus it was so freaking cold omfg.. it was warm in the booth at least. We took 2 this time, and went with the frame/photo choice that lets us choose 8 pictures instead of 4, this one prints as 2 slips tho, like most American photobooths. Jade is so funny, after we did the first I asked if she wanted to do another, I didn't even finish my sentence before she said yes lolol.  After we took our puri, I wanted to get pictures on my digi camera just outside. I took some really good ones of Jade 😸. I had to kind of direct and position her, and I think they turned out really good~ 😸!! ...